Thursday, October 09, 2008
{ 6:32 AM }
got back our maths paper today. i'm quite shocked actually. i thought i might have failed..and might have failed badly too. so we got all our papers already
my results:
gp-e
h2 chem-s
h2 physics-u
h2 maths- d
h1 lit-d
ha..but i may be retained. because of that big fat u i just earned myself. suddenly i got so tired of worrying, i just give up. next year: hi, i'm theodora from jc1.
yesterday was quite horrible. when i got back my lit, i was very happy, yet i felt kind of like whatever (something like roll your eyes moment). but chem was like super disappointed. when i got my script, i was like 42???!!!! i got an S. i studied like one month ago and i got an S-.- maybe it's because i just read through? =P i was totally flabbergasted. and when i leave the lt, i almost broke into tears. so for the whole day i was like low low low low. songs which tell of a hero passing by and saving you by giving you strength and hope are lies. lies made to make us feel better. i no longer believe in those anymore. i'm my own hero. luckily there were nice people around. maybe they are the heroes. thank you so much for yesterday(: i love my friends(:(:(:
maybe you're not like how i thought you to be. i just protrayed you to be how i want you to look. it feels so much better knowing this fact. but its still hard..